I see people around me running around everything that normal people would do.
I don't however.
Does this mean i m not normal or i have achieved enough?


Who am i ? why do i have to do something to prove myself ? isn't the mere existence of me a proof that i too am something ? or is it mandatory to outshine, to compete, to outrun, to defeat and outnumber others to die proudly ?

I don't see the other creations of the so called Gods fighting and tearing apart each other ? is this a mere illusion ? or like the oxygen we breathe it goes unnoticed?

Is survival of the fittest really something or merely a myth to justify the meaningless rat race our forefathers started , and our future generations have to complete .. if there is any achievable finish line to cross ?

Too many questions!
who are we after all ?
y am i born ? y i know the things that i know now?
y couldn't I be raised and taught things that a simple tree would teach a newly born sapling ?

Things are too complex to find a possible explanation for everything ! A man even in his dying days is too worried whether he lived a perfect life or did he manage to leave behind a perfect life for his offsprings .. the chain of life and death hence continues.

This is indeed one of the strangest life i am born into!

as i read about the hidden secrets of the world..stories most of them or so do they say to conceal the realities?
I don't know.. no one knows for certain.

Life is all about finding solace and peace.
stay calm and do what your heart feels at!

Earth - our home - is quizzical!
It is full of rejections and hardships.
A place full of such negative energies is hard to live with.
every place pulls you down and blinds you to do things that no odinary person would do!

You need to be extra odinary they say!
I am happy being nobody
and yes as u may think..i am happy being a loser!

A loser who looks "differnt" among all the winners who u admire and want to be.


PS : I don't remember how and why i started writing ?
It may be happened in one of my trips!

Still unsure!! x_x


     WHATEVER!!